Stress StResS STRESS!!
As mention from my heading, i m very stressed today.. Even though my GPA is 3.47, i m considered e lowest in my new class.. The rest of my classmates… they are geniuses, don’t you think so?
Another thing is, the lecturer mention that our course is very intensive.. That is because our concentration will be covering up to 9 out of 13 testes in obtaining our licence to service an aircraft.. So, we will be getting 2 certificate after 3 yrs in poly.. 1 is Diploma in Electrical & Electronic Engineering, the other one will be the licence with those passing testes.. By the way, there is 1 strict condition in order to get the additional cert, you hav to score 65/100 in order to prove that you are worthy for the standard required to service aircraft.. In addition, with this certificate we can even apply for pilot licence.. Hahax.. Isn’t that killing two birds with just a single stone?
Lastly, my mathematices is also one of the weakest among my peers.. For the first time ever, i felt that way.. Today’s afternoon when we are having our mathematices tutorial, we are suppose to complete a 46 Questions of Differentiation & Integration since this is the first lesson.. So there is one of my classmates who asked the tutor “Can we go upon attempted all the questions?” the tutor said “Of course, if you can complete fast enough”.. She also mention that her previous tutorial class of the day’s record is 1 person who attempted all the Questions in an hour.. That is already fast enough! But 45 minutes after the class start to do the Questions, half the class already completed it while i took one & a half hours.. The tutor got stunnned!! Because not only they are fast, they got every Questions CORRECT!
This incident even make the tutor wonder whether we are the best class among all the other classes because our mathematics standard are far higher than other classes..
However, still feel glad that i manage to get into this concentration! Because there will be a bright future ahead of me. =)
A day with an irony feeling..
2 more days… Down to going to HONGKONG!! It is a 5 day 4 night trip!! Hahax.. Feeling very delighted.. But it shorten my days to do my stuffs..
Well, my days in this holiday is not meant for me to relax or play, it is meant for me to catch up in my studies & to do my PBIL (Problem Based Independent Learning).. Got to do a Full Wave Bridge Rectifier Circuit that convert an AC Sine waveform into a Negative DC straight line wave.. Quite difficult, but i had a rough idea on how it works.. It is just that i am not sure whether it will work or not..
Another thing is, there was once a girl who told me that she will be moved if i ever filled up the basket she got for me with hearts.. The deadline is just a few days behind.. I am running out of it.. the most i can do is just do as much as i can.. Currently, i have a thousand over hearts only, far too few.. Feels like i am destinated to let go this girl.. God truly bless me that i’ll forget her as my girlfriend but not totally, those sweet memories will just trigger my sorrow..
Ending here.. Going to prepare my lugguage for the trip..
Haaa!
A feel of accomplishment today, feeling quite good.. By putting everything (more than a thousand hearts, sea shells, etc) together, I formed a heart which looks nice!! hahax..
For passer-by..
Note for people who pass this blog, read the post is fine with me.. You do not know me & i do not know you either.. But, do not leave any comments behind.. thank you for your cooperation..
A new start..
Guess nobody is seeing this web page anymore, or rather, nobody ever know about the existance of this blog.. some forgotten it.. So it will be my official dairy.. Let me be straight to myself, i still love the girl deep in my heart even though i forbid myself to.. Up till today, i tried every means to tired myself out, keep myself busy.. But i’ll still dream & tink of not to be named.. “Giving her up!!”, i always said to myself.. However, say is being easier than done.. That is very true.. Hope time will heal.. Stopping here..
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I like this song..
船 海上不停摇晃
什么时候回家
织女星的形状
没有回答
浪 一直在无声敲打
我莫名的悲伤
怎么会让牵挂
又紧紧的困绑
逃不开漩涡卷入海洋
爱上你就像蝴蝶穿花
小小水手的梦想
甚至超越太平洋的宽广
管他们怎么讲
为了你哪怕会受多少伤
就算要付出多惨的代价
只要我
能留你在身旁
闭上眼就一路随著风勇敢去闯
看天空变成了什么形状
在你最无助的时候还有我
默许一个愿望 For You
融化在你的迷人发香
世界有那么大
我却不能抵抗
爱情的魔法
逃不开漩涡卷入海洋
爱上你就像蝴蝶穿花
小小水手的梦想
甚至超越太平洋的宽广
管他们怎么讲
为了你哪怕会受多少伤
就算要付出多惨的代价
只要我
能留你在身旁
闭上眼就一路随著风勇敢去闯
看天空变成了什么形状
在你最无助的时候还有我
默许一个愿望 For You
Ho Oh…
一辈子
一小时
一分钟都属于你
管他们怎么讲
为了你哪怕会受多少伤
就算要付出多惨的代价
只要我
能留你在身旁
闭上眼就一路随著风勇敢去闯
看天空变成了什么形状
在你最无助的时候还有我
默许一个愿望 For You
逍遥竹制作
默许一个愿望 For You
01001001,00100000, 01001100, 01001111, 01010110, 01000101, 00100000, 01010100, 01000101, 01010010, 01000101, 01010011, 01000001. i wonder if anybody understands these??
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quoting down in part of the chinese songs which i find it meaningful..
门开了又关
关了又开
以为你回来
我还在
你不在
从天边黑等到天又白
没有你道Good Night
我继续喝著Wine
我晕得要死
却一点都不痛快
我的眼泪被枕头深埋
却没有人管
一个人的无奈
你的爱还在不在
该离开还是等待
白痴才放弃你
不再一起
也许让我失去你
是老天无聊的安排
你的爱还在不在
为何只剩下伤害
快没有力气
再拥抱你
我就快要不行
Oh! Baby Give Me One More Try
听时钟滴答滴答
这么带走你的爱
我的心噗通噗通想你却停不下来
灯光瞬间昏暗
影子变的孤单
再也找不到
一个人可去依赖
也许这就是爱情 动了就不能停
控制不了的心 该飞到哪里去 找寻
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Days passby without saying good bye.. There is no turning back.. 